Stage7 - Superheroes
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i’m shittin’ brix today, cause well. i found out my two fav genre’s mixed. Chiptune, and French house. soo.. it’s called “Da chip Volume 1 & 2”
it’s free they have links to media fire. and well to be plain and simple.. IT’S THE TITS.
so good. lol, but give it a listen i promise no dissapointments :)
oh and the song is superheroes from discovery off volume 1 enjoy :)
WELL. Fuck.
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well FUCK.
lol, you know what blows?
the people you have been hanging around for the past almost 2 years. don’t really want anything to do with you,
and you ditched ever single other friend. (afterall that group of people, was not good for me)
but now no one has time for you ?
that blows.
fuck lol.
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My dream started, it was getting towards the evening.. Sun was setting musta been round 5-6. Playing video games, and listening to sad music. And chain smoking. As I was on my l
aptop- I recieved an email, from the one and only ‘Kaley’. It said something like, I left christopher, it took me awhile, but I finally realised, su
mmer without her father. Is wrong, and I felt empty with chris, or something like that. And said something like ill be stopping by later to talk. I started stressing out not having.. Seen the woman, ina year, or under the circumstances of her not ..despised by me. Time passes in my dream..a knock, I answer the door, and standing before me, not only my daughter in her arm, but her..the source of my problem. And the ‘catalyst’ . She is wearing, what she was wearing the day I met her almost 4 years ago, that jacket,and those purple pants.. I cant recall what I said after seeing her and inviting herin..but, all I remember is her next to me and summer in both of our arms Both of us. Smiling, I though
t I would never, hve this feeling, or oppurtunity again. The night fastforwarded.. Its late summers already out, and somehow we end up laying down together in eachothers arms something I havent had with ‘her’ in over a year. Im speechless..my heart is pumping..im happy, I begin to endlessly tell her my, apologies,my feelings,my aspirations,my hopes,my new goals, and dreams. For some reason everytime she spoke. It was like ‘glitched out’ and it was jibberish, probably cause I have not heard kaley’s voice in over a year..and the last moments of the dream I can remember. Is, me kissing her and holding her closely, a long romantic kiss. And then..i woke up, all icould feel was, I dont know sadness? Cold(emotionally)?,lost,and then it turned into anger..that was my dream. And it would be the best ive had in years, minus the fact. Shes done with me, moved on, and still with christopher, and I have the sligh feeling, he will propose at some point and she would, Say yes immediately. Who knows. But since those are the facts..it seems this has been the worst dream I have had in my life. All my pain and depression morphed into a surreal what-if fantasy..that most likely will not come true..fuck well that is life
..
aptop- I recieved an email, from the one and only ‘Kaley’. It said something like, I left christopher, it took me awhile, but I finally realised, su
mmer without her father. Is wrong, and I felt empty with chris, or something like that. And said something like ill be stopping by later to talk. I started stressing out not having.. Seen the woman, ina year, or under the circumstances of her not ..despised by me. Time passes in my dream..a knock, I answer the door, and standing before me, not only my daughter in her arm, but her..the source of my problem. And the ‘catalyst’ . She is wearing, what she was wearing the day I met her almost 4 years ago, that jacket,and those purple pants.. I cant recall what I said after seeing her and inviting herin..but, all I remember is her next to me and summer in both of our arms Both of us. Smiling, I though
t I would never, hve this feeling, or oppurtunity again. The night fastforwarded.. Its late summers already out, and somehow we end up laying down together in eachothers arms something I havent had with ‘her’ in over a year. Im speechless..my heart is pumping..im happy, I begin to endlessly tell her my, apologies,my feelings,my aspirations,my hopes,my new goals, and dreams. For some reason everytime she spoke. It was like ‘glitched out’ and it was jibberish, probably cause I have not heard kaley’s voice in over a year..and the last moments of the dream I can remember. Is, me kissing her and holding her closely, a long romantic kiss. And then..i woke up, all icould feel was, I dont know sadness? Cold(emotionally)?,lost,and then it turned into anger..that was my dream. And it would be the best ive had in years, minus the fact. Shes done with me, moved on, and still with christopher, and I have the sligh feeling, he will propose at some point and she would, Say yes immediately. Who knows. But since those are the facts..it seems this has been the worst dream I have had in my life. All my pain and depression morphed into a surreal what-if fantasy..that most likely will not come true..fuck well that is life
..
you left and things went dissaray.
i could not tell what i wanted what i needed
i thought i lost everything
snatched from me. stolen
every day that went by.
i felt i was being drained
having the life force sucked from me
like my heart was leaking
like my end was near
clouding everything
my perception of reality clouded
by drugs
anything i could take
ecstacy, cocaine, xanax, weed, Lsd, mushrooms,
you name it i was ingesting it i didn’t want to cope with what is perceived as reality
not knowing the fact that shes out there. with a fake father. a father that swooped in and picked up everything that i was trying to fix.
as i sunk deeper and deeper into this hole i built.
clouding my judgement.
sinking
falling
digging deeper and deeper.
seeming to hit a new rock bottom each night.
clouding my judgement
is this reality?
is this what has come to be real
not being able to face the facts i just retreat
into my hole.
plaguing my brain.
sinking my thoughts.
numbing my brain.
it feels normal.
it feels like reality.
snorting and popping
inhaling and drinking.
those are my daily routines
those are my nightly episodes.
i can’t see the road
the pictures blurry
this isnt normal.
its time to picture the truth
and climb out of my hole.
this isnt right
this isnt me.
i dont feel normal
i dont feel in place
i realised my
pain
my plague
my disease
my problem
my mistake
and my solution
it wasnt the drugs.
it wasnt my perception of reality
it was you.
my mind and perception was clouded.
but now it is as bright as day
the truth has alligned.
and the only path left to take is the one without you.
-Josh
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